Tuesday, March 15, 2011

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The story of the night ...


".. A daughter complained to her father about her life and how things were so difficult. He did not know how to continue and believed to give up. She was tired of fighting. It seemed that when solving a problem, it appeared another.
His father, a chef, took her to the workplace. It filled three pots with water and placed on the fire. When three pots of boiled water, placed in a few carrots, eggs and placed them in another in 'the last placed ground coffee beans. He let the water boil without saying a word. The daughter impatiently waited, wondering what he was doing father. Twenty minutes later the father put out the fire. He pulled the carrots out and placed them in a dish. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in another pot. Finally, filtered the coffee and put it in a bowl.

Watching her daughter told her: "My dear child, carrot, egg or coffee?" The

he brought and asked her to touch the carrots, she did it and noticed that they were soft, after the churches to take an egg and of breaking it, while pulling off the shell, observed the hard boiled egg.
Once again, the churches that try to drink coffee, smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. Humbly

the daughter asked, "What does this, father? "He explained that the three had faced the same adversity," boiling water ", but each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard, proud, but after passing through the boiling water had become weak, easy to undo.
The egg had been fragile, its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after being in hot water on its inside became hardened.
Instead, the coffee beans were unique: after being in the boiling water, they had changed the 'water.

"What are you a daughter?" He said. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? "

" Are you a carrot that seems strong but the problems and pain when you touch, you become weak and lose your strength? "

" Are you an egg that starts with a malleable heart good spirit, but after a death, separation, dismissal, an obstacle on the way, it becomes hard and rigid? Outside you see the same, but within six bitter and harsh, with a spirit and a hardened heart? "

" Or are you like a coffee bean? The coffee changes the water, the element that causes him pain. When the water reaches the boiling point, coffee is at its best flavor. "

"If you like the coffee bean, when things get worse, you react in a positive form, without allowing yourself to win, and you do so that things that happen to you improve, that there is always a light, facing adversity , light your way and the people around you ... "

Sunday, March 13, 2011

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A loose cannon on my path - 2 -

Wednesday and I 'seemed to be the victim of some kind joke candid camera when I did the meeting with what we call "loose cannon ".... because' a loose cannon can 'explode when you least expect it. .. but can 'also silenced for years ....

The scene:
A group of people who do not know each other, they begin to talk before the event after ... various clichés, I do not know how, you begin to talk about men and women .... and immediately after betrayal, marriage, double lives ....
The loose cannon and starts talking about her experiences, but then 'escapes the hand and begins to recount the experiences of her friends (or suspected) and one of these friends I "resonates" but I know that there may be so many 'up to the point where the description and' so 'states that ... no, there's no doubt.
The story tells about her, in a sense, also concerns me but she did not even know who is talking to me! Do you know how I was I? ! It's absurd scene?
I could say that the story he was telling was not true, or At least the part that concerned me and instead I said nothing, I've done tell all without flinching and I took note of the famous "open secret". Bah ... probably

and 'a very confused' cause when I think about it again I go up the confusion ... Anyway, I'm sure that'll soon discover 'the truth'.

... but I wonder: how many mines there are wandering around?
But most of all: What was she to me? Open my eyes or put to the test?

Thursday, March 10, 2011

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A loose cannon on my path



Sometimes meetings are truly "enlightening" ....

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

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Amethyst and the wonderful world of Merli


Punctually every day, meeting blackbirds in my way, and few dare to approach almost to touch the hand with their beaks, others have found on the roof of the car and every time ... 'a great thrill and a deep gratitude if you move all these battlements for me ... but what the message?

This morning when I go to work by car .... there they are 'on the sidewalk, over the roundabout I'm about to cross, a male and a female (now I've learned to recognize them), the male raised in the air and sets exactly in the middle of the road ... slow down thinking about taking over the flight ... no ... still remains motionless and proud ... I stop to rest and watch it slowly moves ... no ... no ... moves!
I turn off the car, get down and I get close to him, stand on the sidelines for a while, 'and then ...

Why 'do not you come with me in my world?

And it 's so that this story begins ....

A large wrought iron gate with circular hearts: this' entry .... I am struck by those hearts circular wrought iron and the rest of them 'to fix, my eye follows the lines and try to draw them in my mind .....
... suddenly the noise of the city 'disappears and what appears before my eyes and' something extraordinary.
I stop to look at the map that shows and explains the various parts of the park there '
the bridge bonds,
the mountain of the unsaid,
path achievable goals,
highway omnipotence,
the cave of anxiety,
the lake of identity and clarity of the river
let go,
the valley of silence and many other places too ...

I head towards the bridge ties It 's a small bridge in the green wires from which hang all the colors and materials:

simple cotton threads, silk threads
smooth and pleasant to the touch,
threads woven hemp rope, a bit 'rough, rough to the touch but very durable,
wires wool with a few knots,
strands of raffia very delicate and fragile,
broken wires ... "frayed wires, each wire
then, has different lengths, some seem to never end while others are very short .
And I began to ask me questions: "The wires represent the different links that we establish with people? And the wires? and broken wires? and wires with nodes? "


The blackbird replies:
" Hey .... we are not talking! You watch and listen with your heart ... I thought I had understood ...." and turns and keeps on looking at the horizon.

Seeking spoiled by all the questions and the rest of them 'to watch in silence making me caress your body with a light wind. .. and slowly beginning to understand and stop making pointless questions ...
and after a while 'I realize that I can see other threads: the invisible threads.
The wires of the mysteries, I
contact wires silent coincidences significant and start to see the faces ...

Until next time


(image of Isabelle Plante)

Monday, March 7, 2011

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The Mask


On the face innervated by the dark

overflows her every day, steel

mask

Modelled on the face with cold

Refuge elected

from the soul led

To antiquated quarrels

Encased in old twenty hybrids

Keep the good mood

Even in moments of pain

wax lips from

To stop the silence in the winds of lacquer

A shiver hidden behind the mask

A rustle in the eyes bluish rickety

The real thoughts on paper without ink

E 'a moment of panic salty flavor

eyes glistening in the glare ice

reveal the 'identity and grudges emerge

But then she wins and comes back on the faces

In what follows for the scenes of cosmic upheavals

Hides wrinkles

in a thousand bands vague

Without tears

of memories anonymous

smiles on secret thoughts

plays items that cross the skin

being ever, today and yesterday!




Oscar Wilde said: "A mask tells us more than just a face" .

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surreal dialogue between him and her no choice



Starring: YOU , AND HE






Misunderstandings are so strange

would be better to avoid them always

or risk being right

that reason does not always need

tomorrow but I have to restart

I have another trip

and it will seem like endless

but watch the scenery .......

are far away and I was reminded

Can you imagine talking to people ......

My thoughts fly to you

to get the images

now carved into the consciousness

as indelible emotions

I can not forget +

and thought will look

whenever you feel distant

whenever you would like to speak

to tell yet

you are all alone the thing you

that is important for me ........

I always like to tell

that happens to me

my words get in your hands

new forms colored

deep notes never heard

a sweet music ever +

or the sound of a siren

lost and far

I feel like traveling and I

with the same case in two

always sharing everything

normally .....

My thoughts fly to thee

to reach images

now carved into the consciousness

as indelible emotions

I can not forget +

and the thought will look

whenever you feel distant

whenever you would like to speak

to tell you again

which only you thing

that it matters to me ...

(Tiromancino-for me and 'important-)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

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CHOOSE NOT TO SELECT AND' IN THEMSELVES 'CHOICE

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The memories of the wires


colored threads are woven in between my toes,
is next to my journey,
are tied together,
weave a tapestry of relationships that increase day after day.

Listening to their stories, gather their words and within my heart.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

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Walking through the memories in the garden of the reports Describe your mother


crossed my mind a picture. ... I close my eyes and try to see it better:


... a woman with a straw hat when he walks around the street with a basket contains the seeds. There are flower seeds that last a day, plant seeds very rare and sensitive plant seeds that do not require much care, seeds of fruit trees, seeds of each seed and trees ... 'are different and all mixed together into the basket.

Whenever someone meets him gives one, without saying anything, just smiling ...
open my eyes and I think the meetings that I have every day both professionally and personally ... and fantastic on the seeds that I have given and received so far ...

... I think of the little pink Prince ... .. and how many times I put the seed in the ground and tried to turn it into a tree in a hurry, for curiosity 'to see it ... but then', this tree grew so 'fast and' turned out to be quite strong roots and e 'collapsed at the first puff of wind ....... and this 'what seemed like the seed of an oak tree was actually' the seed of a simple flower: beautiful to behold but also fast to wither.
Other times I buried the seed carefully and nothing but 'never born and I spent some time wondering if it was up from the soil, water or seed itself.
happens, however, 'also seems that sometimes the seed already' if you bring in 'an extraordinary beauty, and then slowly, one drop per day expected to grow and I enjoy the moment by moment' cause I remember before the seeds and that 'the goal but it 's the journey that embraces' true happiness' ...

... unfortunately or perhaps fortunately, there' no recipe for success in cultivating these seeds because everyone 'It is a unique and seeds and "Dead" or are lost to accommodate the seeds already waiting '.

.... and 'so' and that 'MY GARDEN OF REPORTS born, that I care and I look at how to treat a Zen garden ...

A garden that changes with the passage of time, with most areas 'and other more colorful and sunny' in the shade, blooms with different depending on the season ... of the heart.

There are plants that have been present for a long long time and I shelter in times of rain or give me a bit 'of shade when it gets too hot, there are flowers in bright colors that do not last long but filled with joy when the garden flourish, there are small shrubs that are growing, there are "appearances" of rare flowers that pass, there are only a moment and then fade away .... but leave their mark forever in the soil, there are signs that the plants have fallen ill and I had to remove from the ground, there are small shrubs that are pink and blue flowers with a delicate fragrance and light, there are plants that require lots of care and others who resist in time and inclement weather without water and that ... when you least expect it they give you a red flower and can be surprised next year year ...

And I like "wasting time" while walking with you 'cause I think the extra time, because' s what I get from those moments and 'much more' than they "lose".

And now I look at you, you smile
,
you come near, I give you a pat
special and different for everyone,
you gently towards a little water ............ and then ...........
let the sun and the time to do their job ...
I'll be back from time to time ... Have no doubt
ever.

the next walk,

bb

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

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Today
F. Enter into my room and asked me to leggerge the theme he wrote about his mother ....
The title was: "describe your mom ".....

... and if they asked me to describe my mother? What to write?


present:
Her name is Jade (as much as my name is Amethyst) ...
It 's a simple person, humble, little, energetic, sensitive, empathetic, strong, fragile, helpful and loving state in cleaning the house, ordered .... Unable to hold a grudge, in trouble' in front conflict, a bit 'anxious, loves being in the company, with a mentality of' open and a capacity 'to be amazed as seeing the world through the eyes of a child.

.... and this mom a few days ago, after a long chat he tells me:
"... in any case I will be 'always on your side and do whatever choice I will go' good cause 'if' Did you choose there is a reason 'and I trust you ... so do not worry never to have my approval or not 'cause you've got it already' and do not need it ...... and we hope not too soon to find your house 'cause I like going to see houses with you .. .;-)"

here ... ... also this and 'my mom ;-)

Sunday, February 27, 2011

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I was a bit' far from this area for a few days ... I missed ... but

Today ', the words struggling to come out, there' the emptiness of mind ... emptiness that precedes the explosion, the emptiness that follows the decisions ... now I've learned to recognize it .... and I can not do until it passes ...
... I prefer to speak but my words do not come close to my state mood.
... tomorrow will be 'better, I know ....

"The Warrior of Light knows the value of perseverance and courage.
Many times during the fight, he gets the shots that did not expect. And he understands that, during the war, the enemy will win 'some battles. When what 'happens, their cries and pain and rest to recover its fiorze. But immediately returns to fight for his dreams,' cause as much 'time it will keep' distance, the greater the probability 'of feeling weak, scared , afraid.
When a rider falls from his horse and goes riding in the space of a minute, will not have 'never again' the courage to mount. "

good night

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

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I've seen! ...;-)...


In a state in the middle 'between waking and sleep ... here is that I get my future bedroom! The photos and
'just to give you an idea .... a white bed with white text back, no bedside tables, wardrobe white with a central wing mirror and the walls lavender "intense", double curtains at the window reflect the colors of the room.

To tell the truth 'are a bit' surprised of this room ... I did not imagine it like this' ... and yet ...
we'll see ... unfortunately I only saw the room ... the rest of the house yet .... if I could at least see the address would be all over 'quick and easy ...;-)

Sunday, February 20, 2011

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Random page ... Playing with words

How important to know the past of the person with whom you are doing or would like to take a walk together?
There 'are those who say that the past is not' important, there 'are those who say that knowing the past of a person even knew its present and its future, there' are those who say that there are things of their own past and that '... and I better not say what I think? I open the book and read ...
To each his own comment ... ;-)

"Every day we face a particular problem. We must see the past, face the present, plan for the future.
who believes in the old days life was better, 'sometimes blind to reality' of this, people living only for this often has little relation to what precedes or follows it, people living just waiting for a reward of labors in a continuous refusal.
think about the past, present and future, 'a useful concept and technique, but in the end these three elements are balanced and meet in an appropriate manner.
We need to understand how the past there comndiziona, enrich this experience satisfying and spend some 'of our daily energy to building the future. "

Friday, February 18, 2011

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The beginning of the end starts with the beginning of a kiss and the kiss has not yet ended.
The wheel turns, the roles are reversed and the beginning of the end starts again .... and again on like 'every 365 days ..... a new beginning' cause the beginning never ends. This is' the secret of the end.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

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Yoga Harmony


Arriving for my appointment with a little harmony 'in advance. She hugs me with her smile, without touching me, I feel his energy wrapped dala. He takes a sheet of paper and hands it to me telling me to read before class.

In short handwritten sheet:

"Forgiven and continue on.
Listen to your words when you speak.
Wrap your warmth with the man you love.
You are the light and give off light.
Quiet tranquility ' and peace. "

After class, a long chat with her ... and I listen as I speak and I realize that something 's gonna change anything ... and it' off last week from the center of my chest and now your emotions are more ' free and read, trust and 'increased.
Something 'changed but not' nothing changed .... The environment around me and 'the same, the problems are the same and yet ...

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

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A quick chat and a thought for my blackbird


Before going to bed, I take a moment to what is now 'became my daily time with this space ... Even today a blackbird

followed me while I was struggling with the search of the house. Stared at me a long time and then, when I crouched, has taken steps toward me until you get very close ... it 's been nice feel in the company and ;-)...' was like to feel protected. Thanks friend

bird!

Monday, February 14, 2011

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50 000 tears - Mine Vaganti



and last night and 'touch to the film "Loose Cannons" ... say that ... it' s always the same, Ozpeteck one of my favorite directors who knows how to depict the reality 'with all the nuances bittersweet that mark without ever missing a laugh even in the midst of a tragedy ...
and how wonderful this song 50 thousand tears this morning I found myself singing in front of the mirror ... how long since I got so '...
buione day

Sunday, February 13, 2011

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single life ... love ;-)

Yesterday I was asked:


"A year ago you were apparently happily engaged, living with your partner, you could enjoy the comforts and frequent holidays, you were free to go out and cultivate your hobbies now you ... a single woman in love, engaged in the search for extra work, live with your parents, you are a victim of severe mood swings, you are often alone and especially on weekends, probably not even this year you'll get the holiday ... .. but you and 'agreed to take the step you did? "

My answer:

"Absolutely. 'I do not deny that what you say is true but' I prefer my sadness today at the apparent happiness' you know well 'cause the feeling on the skin every time a kiss to your wife, who betrays her every time, every time you buy a new dress every time you take a vacation in a stylish and every time ... you look in the mirror .... to each their own happiness' and 'matter of choice, no opinion, everyone is' free to choose the life she wants. Pero 'and' cute ;-) love the single definition "And here's how


and 'round on Sunday to be in love single:
Wake up, rested and" regenerated "I dress myself and go for a walk in the rain hood and Brioche is ... 'cause I want to reward me,' cause after all I am proud of what me and 'I'm facing alone .... already' by ... only because ... 'and just be' heavy, hard work and gets sad, 'cause being in limbo and' difficult, 'cause love and not be able to love fully and' frustrating 'cause looking for a job and' hard .. .. and find a home even more '.
On the way back rent two movies: "Loose Cannons" and "Eat Pray Love" and I already taste 'rest on Sunday.
I write a blog post and ...................... UNEXPECTED! Skip
the power! Try and try again
continues to jump off the thorns, the system switches off, ... nothing, nothing ... all jumps!
I give up, ask for help and after about half an hour ... try get my brother, attacks, stems, remove the bulbs, call the electrician friend by telephone from 'signs ... there' was a short circuit in a power you must understand that ....!!!!
At home there will be about 20 outlets and the light of day will not last 'still very ...
ok go! In the sixth port where there had been a short circuit: the cries of exultation and then immediately after the terror on her face ............ nooooooooooooo THE FRIDGE!
Yeah ', it seems that the refrigerator is the cause of everything ... Yeah', it looks like that will remain 'without a refrigerator for a few days already ... eh'!

I get angry, I get down, me worry? .......... Absolutely not! I laugh, I smile and I think the beauty of having a brother who runs in and help a sister that 'information by phone (and which are not being heard ...). It' s nice to know that even if the path you're walking and 'a path only yours, now and then there's' someone who can 'meet and help run and it' s nice to see that more 'time passes and more', between people you can count on, there 's your family .... not found' by all live in peace 'within their own family and it' s important not take it for granted ...

Now I prepare a nice dinner and then I watch a movie! Good
late Sunday

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The treasure hunt ... .. the ops home!


Here I am ... Friday '11/02/2011 I gave the way to treasure hunt in the city 'where I live now hides an apartment right for me ... I have "only" be able to find and follow the clues ...

But let's step back in time ...
In July 2010, after some haggling and finally I am leaving out of the house virtually anything ... no ... even with a toy car courtesy of the former ;-)... I have no place else if not go to the house where Mom and Dad ', and were welcomed, pampered and cared for but to live with Mom and Dad,' as they are often around for weeks, I understand a bit 'hard at my age' and after 12 years of independence.
And so ', although I have not given the increase in working hours, and despite has a base salary the same .... I venture confidently that the universe can help me ...

In these two days I have seen in all five homes but it was none of my ... only approached a bit '... in the coming days to continue the research!

accepted advice and suggestions, or better yet tell your first house-hunting ...

Good Sunday!




ps if it 's true that the only way out from the well of the doubts, fears and contradictions, and' to put their desire into a balloon then, this desire to believe that a single balloon not enough! ...;-)

Saturday, February 12, 2011

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See the world of emotions globetrotter


.... my head is spinning, my head is spinning from too many thoughts, too many emotions, too many houses I have seen in just two days (tomorrow I will tell you my head is spinning and')... and 'a strange feeling .. Losing
Crystal, find him, still feel that something is not 'fully in line but there is' the will 'get together and go back to being calm ... or maybe just walk towards the path of serenity'. ..

I come back in the months and re-read his messages, look at the history of phone calls and smile ... but how many times he called me !!!??? ;-)... I think back to what makes the difference to start with a good morning and end with a goodnight and a big kiss ... if there 'tune these things can not be there but they feel the same, but when you are' in the fog does not feel it 'you see more' anything, and you cling to a word unspoken, not a telephone call to a message not sent .... so and so 'that we are moving towards the path of misunderstanding and pain where each message is misinterpreted and where I experience a new "energy" of destruction that is and then self-directed drama that borders on the excessive ...

It 's like, the recent separation from my former partner, had inherited the motto: "You make me feel bad if you cut, I want to be loved, I want to be the focus of your thoughts, I need serenity' and if you do not You can give it to me then, and 'no use going forward ... "the horror! Years of yoga, Reiki and much more ...
and then I'm sure a step after another I'll be able' to break free from this spring which is triggered each much and I can not control ... maybe starting to get a bit 'less seriously.

Meanwhile I try to change my thoughts ... there' so much work to do but if cammni with someone you love go more 'away ... even if someone you love can not' always be physically next to you ... for now ;-)

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The five love languages \u200b\u200b

so I copy and paste 'without comment ... this "piece" I just found among old mail while I was trying anything .....

"There are five languages \u200b\u200bof love


1) The words of reassurance, that the words used in times of trouble: they fall between the compliments and also their importance is especially the "how" we communicate why it is important to use a lot of humility that we express in words so that the message that will come forward to the recipient as it is without ambiguity or misunderstanding.

2) The special moments, that is, those moments in which newspapers are ignoring everything else is exclusively dedicated to your loved ones. In these moments it is important to use a language appropriate to various circumstances; special moments communicate love only when it is sensible totally to the other and not when it does it all for duty.

3) The language of receiving gifts, and those who use this language means that he has pleasure in it also. One thing to understand is that not everyone speaks the same language of love and not necessarily within a couple or family all "try" love in the same way, which is why it is important to know what kind of language features your partner, your children or your friends because everyone uses it, adapting it to various situations. Who is reflected in this kind of language, for example, in times of difficulty appreciating the support of loved ones.

4) The acts of service but are evident in each pair and in any interpersonal relationship, especially in the family. Gestures are often put into practice not to love but a sense of duty towards others, or fear. The risk is to create a ratio for which the duty is handled in the right way on one side only and not both as it should be, at the risk of falling in misunderstanding and ended up fighting straining relations.

5) The language of physical contact: the people who use the language they feel loved in these occasions. If for any reason a person does not receive physical contact, it is clear that it can act annoyed and misinterpret this gesture. Who uses this language is a person who, during childhood or has received much affection and try again, or by contrast, has received little and feel the need to receive it in adulthood.

The five languages \u200b\u200bare important because each fills the reservoir of love that each of us has inside and if you do not live there feel unloved. That is why it is important to know the languages \u200b\u200bof love who we love to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings and impossible demands that would end only create more problems and difficulties. "

Thursday, February 10, 2011

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unexpected arrival an email with this link ... Harmony sends me ... that know anything about me and my past choices and who knows nothing about me and Crystal ... and who does not know what I'm reading your book ... but you probably are so 'transparent and that she' failed to understand without I say nothing ...

off balance for the love ... I'll think '... thank you.
Now I sleep, I'm tired and even if there 's just who wishes me good night I think I will sleep tonight' ... there are too many hours of sleep deprived.


ps forgive me if I'm so 'on a subject consuming and repetitive trivial ... but when you are' sure to have found the right person and 'hard to see her go and even if' the only thing possible. .. the only way to manifest the love waiting the right time for him ...
... what a strange life, 8 months ago left much after years of living and suffering there 'was, and also a lot, but it was just another kind ... all need, we also need to recognize the famous "bad love" ... just that I've always felt the love suffering a question I find myself easily solved now reduced to a "rag weeping."
I promise that tomorrow I try to cheer me up!
night

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The white owl I collect from the ground, take me in his arms and takes me to his friends rebuilders.
Their house has a good smell of incense, and breathe a good energy.
Umilta ', compassion and openness are the characteristics of these strange characters.

I come "entrusted" to Harmony, a teacher of yoga, which will help me 'to rid the body and overcome with grief at this time .... how long' been since I've done yoga ...

Finally someone is taking care of me ... that 's what I think before you close your eyes and fall into a deep sleep.

I wake up soon, and I find myself in the forest of fears: the trees next to me are more and more 'big and threatening and continue to whisper in his ear. Ovuque I turn there are trees with their branches, they want to swallow, and their trunks look of the faces, some others are not known.

whispered the words that come are the focus of all my fears, past present and future.

At one point, a light among the branches, a hand pulls the center of my chest and pierces me, I feel "rip" something, a sharp pain and then ... I wake up ... It was a "DREAM" ...

The feeling of having a hole in the center of the chest there 'yet,
me and the feeling that something' was taken from there 'yet,
the feeling that something really happened there' yet, the
feeling that an angel appeared beside me there 'yet ...
the feeling to be back in tune with something 'great' there 'yet ... but they are "only" sensations of a body tired and sleep deprived by the ...

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

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fears .... Well


Getting lost ...
No more 'contacts
No more' smiles,
No more 'looks,
No more' Crystal.

seems absurd and yet it 's so ... by mutual agreement you decide to get lost ... not to get lost.

Despite the evident satisfaction of a decision so 'mature and wise chance' of being lost forever, and 'just around the corner.

Now let the pain of separation take its course and look forward to events with antennas raised more 'than usual ...' cause when you no longer have 'nothing to lose can not be' that start the climb.

But before I declare the first to greet you desire and put it inside a red balloon:

"Amethyst and Crystal can be found one day, shake hands, and start to go a whole and in light of the sun"

Monday, February 7, 2011

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doubts, fears and contradictions


And so ', after playing with the mirrors of Saturn, I find myself plunged into the brook doubts, fears and contradictions.

below and 'dark and the light that is visible and' distant and cold and 'wet and I can not help but cry .... and ask' cause, once again, after a short time, I find myself ; to be so 'evil, to feel this pain that breaks my heart that shakes his legs, breaking .... breath 'cause I can not be happy? I have not already suffered 'enough? I do not deserve a break? 'Cause things are not going your way? Why '? Why '? Why '? ....
because 'every time he tried to revive him and get out of this pit soon after I get sucked in again?
All these ups and downs are killing me, me going out and not take it anymore '... I do not recognize more', I find it hard to laugh, I can not create, can not I use the colors are .... angry, sad, disappointed, I'm afraid ... and then immediately after I recover plays down those, I meditate, I am enlightened by a sudden idea, and I find myself rising energy and get ready for yet another lift from the well ....
; ;
S T O P! OR JUST NOW!

You can not 'go on like this' ... risk running out of energy.

enlists the help of Saturn that readily come up with a bunch of colorful balloons delivered them to me and tells me

"Until 'you will not have clear and declared your wish to continue to attract events ambivalent' cause your desires are in conflict with each other: want / not want, wait / not wait, ask / not ask.
concentrates and tries to figure out what you really want. Formula light your desire, declare to the universe and put it inside a balloon. Continues to sustain, day after day, and the energy. The strength of your desires and actions towards achievement of these will turn into helium that will make you 'fly furo from this pit.
Now go to sleep, you have exhausted your strength .... and you're not polished ... remains attached to your balloon is attached to your goals! "

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Los Hombres De Paco Episodas

Conversations with Saturn game mirrors


I open my eyes and I see Saturn sitting in the bottom of my bed:

" Have you rested? "

" Making dreams a little 'I moved ... tachycardia often when I wake up ... I'm afraid "

" I see it ... and you think 'cause? "

" No ... I know that is' ... perhaps' ... but .. . I do not know ... "

" Let's make a game, I'll show you a mirror and you tell me what you see "

Saturn raises the mirror with a frame and I begin to see purple amethyst
who paints,
working the clay with children,
who writes in his diary,
you fly with the fantasy,
you wonder, who is enthusiastic
,
practicing yoga,
lighting incense,
that embraces
smiling ..... while I was sad ... and where 'hidden quell'Ametista?

Saturn raises another mirror with a frame and I see Amber Amethyst:
who cares,
that dissipates its energy, which distracts
,
and that 'waiting for something that does not even know what she is, she feels
the lack of contact,
who feels more alone every day ',
who is afraid of me ... as is the sense of loss ....

Saturn raises a final frame with a silver mirror and I see
Amethyst who paints the walls of his new home, cooking a dinner that puts the flowers on the table ... Amethyst
who works with her children and it 'smiling in a warm room and colorful ... Amethyst
dedicated to the holistic disciplines in a quiet place, bright and warm ...
Amethyst and 'calm but with a few wrinkles in piu'.

Saturn lowers the mirror just as I was to see two hands that meet and cross each other the finger ...

"I have not finished watching, waiting ..."

"You have seen enough. What you should've seen enough."

"But I have not seen Crystal ....!!!"

"Crystal is yet to come .... now take back to sleep, tomorrow we penserai.Tornero 'to see you soon ... if you do you'll find."


Who '?.... and Saturn' a planet, and a man ', and' masculine energy, and 'aid, and' a test to pass, and 'a fellow traveler, and 'fruit of the imagination .... from time to time we meet and chat, the conversations with him are always a bit 'surreal but now more' than ever, I feel very useful.

E 'strong fear of facing a large scale and when you' but only 'equally strong desire to leave. But then, to think of it ... "I know I'm not alone even when I'm alone ... and I laugh and cry and I merge with the sky and the mud ..."

Thursday, January 6, 2011

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Epiphany and memories



Dear my friends
confess to you my thoughts on this day of Epiphany
close the festivities with nostalgia
of that time in my distant
close dream
sensational day in my heart as a child up to seven years
happy girl
THEN
as it was in the designs of the divine
the roses in my garden
the thorns sprang up and there were more serene
fairies were sharp and painful
THE SPINE
of tears I still feel the heat
of sweet melancholy and love sucking the
indefinitely
that the nostalgia I drank from a glass crystal
embalmed
elusive in the days of Christmas and Epiphany
the shock of my internal


A HAPPY EPIPHANY ALL!
BACI ... with a heart!